Amazing

It truly amazes me how much I have and continue to learn from this incredible man. He has showed me it's ok to be vulnerable and express my thoughts/feelings. I don't have to hide behind the "I don't care" tough exterior that I have hidden behind most of my life. As strange as it may sound I have comme to realize that even thou I have wanted nothing more than to find someone who loves me as much as I do them I'm not comfortable accepting that love. Justin is everything I've ever wanted loving, kind, caring, affectionate, considerate, funny, protective, patient, and so much more. I'm afraid his love is too good to be true sometimes. My head tells me to run sometimes, but my heart says NO WAY I'm all his and I'm not going anywhere :) Thank God! We will be together finally in 59 more days! I'm looking forward to spending each and every day with the man I love and adore so much.