He Finally Realized...

Wow.... one day he is telling me to move on then out of the blue a few weeks later he calls me so humble asking me if it's too late to pick up the pieces and work on getting our relationship back to where it was before he was blinded by only God knows what! The sound of his voice said it all...he was so sincere! Something finally got through to him that he didn't just love me but was IN LOVE with me! The first time he's ever felt true love. never did he think it was possible to find while behind bars and with a woman he's never met. It does seem crazy, but I knew months ago I was IN LOVE with Justin!!! No doubt about it! Now that we are on the same page and back on track it seems to just get better! Every time we talk he sounds so different....I can't explain it! I can hear the change in his voice....I can tell he is still amazed by his feelings!! It's cute! True love is hard to find and if you do find it you may only get chance at it so enjoy every minute of it!! I know I plan on it! I love being in love with Justin! Loving him is so easy! Love you baby!

My Heart Hurts...

Well as the saying goes...All good things must come to an end....and it hurts like hell! As Justin gets closer to the gate he is filled so many mixed emotions. He's been incarcerated since he was 19 and now at 25 he has to start over again. This time he will have a label attached to him..felon. The road ahead is going to be even tougher due to our poor economy and job market. He also feels he needs to be free...as a single man. I agree. He needs to explore what he thinks he missed. No matter how bad I was hoping to be by his side once he got out I know this is best. I respect him for telling me ahead of time instead of after I moved away and got a place for us. We have always said our friendship means the most to both of us. I will do my best to continue to love & support him as I have these last 3 years. Be there as his true friend who only wants the best for him. I WILL always love him with all my heart. He is a wonderful man who made a huge impact on my life. I will be forever grateful for all the memories we have made through our letters. We truly formed a bond like I've never had with anyone else! Thank you Justin! Love you always, your Lovebug