Amazing

It truly amazes me how much I have and continue to learn from this incredible man. He has showed me it's ok to be vulnerable and express my thoughts/feelings. I don't have to hide behind the "I don't care" tough exterior that I have hidden behind most of my life. As strange as it may sound I have comme to realize that even thou I have wanted nothing more than to find someone who loves me as much as I do them I'm not comfortable accepting that love. Justin is everything I've ever wanted loving, kind, caring, affectionate, considerate, funny, protective, patient, and so much more. I'm afraid his love is too good to be true sometimes. My head tells me to run sometimes, but my heart says NO WAY I'm all his and I'm not going anywhere :) Thank God! We will be together finally in 59 more days! I'm looking forward to spending each and every day with the man I love and adore so much.

The Anticipation Is Killing Me

70 days until my baby is FREE !! The anticipation is killing me. I'm so looking forward to being in his arms :) I want to hug & kiss him and NEVER let go! My best friend will be by my side I know that. People say men change once they are released from prison and I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I don't believe Justin will change at all. I believe he will be the same loving, caring, amazing person even after he comes home. It will be so nice to wake up next to him and fall asleep in his arms everyday!! I believe in our love as much as I believe in him! Our days of being alone are coming to an end.... Thank God!

Another Month Down

85 days until the man of my dreams is a free man. I can't wait to kiss & hold him tight! The days are dragging by for me....I'm so ready to start the next chapter in my life! Justin & I are so ready to start our life together. Living with his mom up in Lake Isabella will probably take some getting use to. It will be great seeing him reunited with his family! Time for us to create new memories! I'm excited to hear we will be having "Family" dinner night every Sunday with his mom and grandma. How nice it will feel to be a part of a family! Justin is finally realizing he is almost home..... a new start :) Hurry up May 27th!!!