Finally

Finally got to talk to my man! Hearing his voice was amazing...hearing him SAY "I Love You Babe" just melted my heart! Our conversation just flowed. I started to cry when it was time to hang up :( I could have talked to him for hours! Love you Mr. Bartlett

Finally Heard His Voice

Last night the phone rang with a number I didn't know but something told me to answer it so I did....for the first time I heard his RECORDED voice....pressed 5 to accept and no one was on the other end. Oh yeah I cried and throughout the night all I heard in my head was "Bartlett" in this deep sexy voice! What a cruel joke! Now I have my phone sittin with me hoping he will call back soon! Love you baby!

Wishing We Were...

I'd give anything to be spending the holidays with Justin. The thought of him spending it alone once again breaks my heart. One more after this and then we will spend it together!!! My heart is San Luis Obispo thats for sure

My Song To My Man...Oh How I Cherish Him!

I Do (Cherish You)
All I am, all I'll be

Everything in this world, all that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes, shining at me
When you smile I can feel all my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations seduce me 'cause I

I do, cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still, from the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much, I do

In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
Until that day I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart, until my dying day

I do, cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still, from the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much, yes I do
I've waited so long to say this to you
So, if you're asking if I love you this much, I do
Oh, I do

Poem From Justin

Some Day Soon

Some day soon I will hold you close
Beer Bottles we will toast
I'll be happy and I'll be free
Move on with life, Yes you and me
A second chance at life at last
I wont' go backwards I'll bury the past
I'll try my best to be good man
Do for my family all I can
This is the truth
I speak no lies
No more tears will fall from your eyes
In my life you mean the most
Some day soon I'll hold you close!!!

Missing Him

I miss my baby!!!!!!! Still waiting to get approved to go see him! Man do I ever want to see him!

I Don't Care

People say I'm selling myself short by waiting for not just a man in prison but one that is so young and has nothing to offer me. I disagree. I would be selling myself short if I didn't give our love a shot! Being in a loveless marriage for so long has made me realize I have to take this chance. Justin has stirred up every emotion I thought I no longer had inside me! He is my best friend! I don't want to live a single day without him in it! Whether it be now or when he gets home. This man is coming home to me and we are going to give it everything we have! Love you babe!

Good Man

With every passing day I get to see what a great man Justin is! I feel so darn lucky to have him in my life! He is so open about everything! Our conversations just continue to flow with every letter. I was afraid we would run out of things to talk about since we write each other everyday. Nope not even close! I usually do all the talking/writing LOL he just responds....He says he's so busy responding to my letter that he runs out of time to ask awhole lot. It's nice to have someone I can be completely open with... share my every thought. Justin is so caring and loving! In my eyes he is SIMPLY AMAZING!

He's Realizing

As January approaches Justin is realizing he is on the downhill side of his time. He said he was watching TV the other night and became overwhelmed with happiness just thinking about how close he was to going home!

I Just Know

I just know that all this waiting and loneliness will be worth it! Something says Justin is the one! My last chance and you better believe I will do everything I can so our relationship will be a happy and healthy one. Problems will be faced together, communication OPEN & HONEST, and plenty of love. Never losing sight of our friendship that brought us to the point we are at now. We trust each other completely and that can never change. TRUST, COMMUNICATION and HONESTY! 

Thinking of you My FF

I love my letters from my man. They are the best. I'm telling you Justin is the best drug ever. I can't wait to overdose on him :) I resent my visitation application in today...God PLEASE grant me this simple request. I've nicknamed Justin my FF...Favorite Felon! When he gets home it will mean something else!!! Love ya babe... everyday we are one step closer!

Love Quotes

I love you not because I need you,
I need you because I love you.




If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind
I would say once, because you never really left…

Poem To Justin

I’m so lucky to have finally met someone as wonderful as you

You really are a dream come true

I looked forward to the day we would finally meet
Not expecting you to sweep me off my feet

When I said I’d be your #1 fan
Falling in love wasn’t part of the plan

I knew you were different right from the start
Through your words you managed to capture and steal my heart

I tried to fight my feelings as they began to grow
I didn’t want to admit the truth I didn’t want to let my feelings show

I was falling in love with you even if it was wrong
I couldn’t deny my feelings any longer they were way too strong

Scared to let you know afraid of what you might say
Nothing to lose, everything to gain, I wanted you to know I was here to stay

Here was our chance at love…to love and be loved a chance worth taking
A commitment worth making

Like our friendship our love continues to grow
We have nothing but time so we will take it slow

One day we will hold each other close - hug each other nice and tight
Make passionate love throughout the night

Our day is coming no longer will we be apart
Our life together will be ready to start!

My Heart

As the holidays are upon us poor Justin gets in a funk. He misses his family and his little girl. I do what I can to keep his spirits up but I understand where he is coming from. After this Christmas he will only have 1 more left! Bring on 2011.... I hope it goes by fast! As of Nov. 30th my soon to be ex moved out so I am officially on my own. My divorce will be final long before Justin comes home! I'm still waiting to get approved to visit him! God please answer this prayer!