So Lonely Without Him

Hmmm things haven't been all that smooth between Justin and I the last month or so. All I can do is blame it on the "Short Timers Blues". He is getting antzy now that he's realized he is getting closer to the gate! Even though there is 9 mths left he is stressing over a place to parole to. I told him I wwasn't going to get us a place in Orange County until he had 2 mths left. I don't want to live by myself. So he's full of doubts which I understand. I wrote and told him to get a plan B just in case I can't get a place for us by the time he gets paroled. Oh man that didn't go over very well. He took it as I wasn't going to get us a place.... needless to say he tells me he thinks he would be better off being single after being locked up 7 years. Really? Ok...if you think so than I can't stop you. I feel he's full of crap but I haven't been able to talk to him about it....He should be getting my 11 page response any day now! Thank God on Tuesday I was able to get a landline in for him to call! Yes!!! I can't wait to hear his voice again!!! Problem is he won't get that news until the middle of next week :( So I will sit here and wait to hear that wonder ring of the telephone. Heck it's been so long since I've had a landline I'm not sure if I even remember what it sounds like :) I call it my Justinline! Hopefully once we can talk to each other we will get over this little hurdle of ours and start heading for the finiah line! TOGETHER.