So Hard

Day in and day out it's always the same. I miss him with all my heart. It just seems like May 27,2012 will never get here. I can't go that long without hearing his voice or seeing his face. I will continue to pray that my application gets approved to go visit him. That's the only way I'm going to be able to stay sane. I love his letters but I want more of him.....not from him just of him. He brightens my day and I look forward to the day he is in my arms to stay. I will love and support him in everyway possible. His happiness is my happiness...his pain is my pain. I love you Justin Lee Bartlett